I've been in an awfully bad mood lately.
I realized how scared I am to talk about how I feel.
I realized how much I don't say.
I realized that my whole life is the big shabang that I've forgotten to show up to because I was busy wasting my time.
I want to be happy.
So I try to forget.
So maybe I could draw again.
And forget.
But I'll still remember I know because it's all I will be able to draw.
How much I'm really hurting below the surface.
But still, it would release me.

So could this pain be put to good use?

Let's whip out a pencil and paper and find out..